jim (guest) 25 Nov 2009 14:13
Hi my name is Jim and i just wanted to share my story about my 2012 experience. But first i will give you some background knowledge about myself. At the age of 19 i was diagnosed with a having a moderate Anxiety disorder. I was always worrying about the craziest things that "might" happen to me or my family. I would run these scenarios over and over in my head until i would give myself a panic attack. It was hard for me to work or go to school without totally breaking down. So i went and saw a professional who put me on some medication to control my anxiety. So two years have passed and my meds were slowly being reduced. I was finally starting to get my life back. That is until i started hearing all of these things about 2012. It didn't bother me at first, I just thought it was a load of crap. That is until i watched a full day of discovery channel doomsday, then i became obsessed with the subject. I was spending hours on the computer looking up information on the myans and planet x. My world once again was beginning to crumble right before my eyes. I knew it was my anxiety taking over but i couldn't help but be fixated on the subject. I started having massive panic attacks about the world ending weekly.
I really wish people knew how much pain they are causing people who are suffering form Anxiety or other mental disorders. its hard to function when all u think about is the end of the world. So because of all this i have had to be put back on my medication. I just wish all of this would stop so i can get on with my life!
But I would really like to say thank you to this website for helping to make things a little better for me!
