Hillary (guest) 19 Jan 2010 04:59
So I wasn't even aware of the 2012 rumors until I overheard my father talking one night. After he was finished with his conversation I decided to slip in and ask him a few questions. He answered me to the best of his knowledge, but ultimately left it at "The world is pretty much ending in 2012." On my way home that night my mind spun with so many awful thoughts. I have a two year old son, and a husband who works several states away from here. I called my husband sobbing, explaining to him everything that my father told me. For the few weeks that followed that there was a dramatic decrease in both of out moods… even once my husband talked about quitting his job and coming back home, to be with us. I also couldn't think about my 2 year old, and everytime I looked at him it was hard not to break down in sobs. The ideas of ever seeing him graduate or get married seemed like a hopeless thing. I'll admit I was too scared to research because I was afraid I would just find what my father said to be true. But after two weeks of sleepless nights, depression, and scrubbing anything in my house to keep myself distraced I decided to further educate myself on the issue. I ran across the 2012hoax site, and I must say in the hour that I spent on this site I feel like a new person. I'm going to call my husband in the morning, give him the link, and I'm going to look my two year old in the eyes tonight without crying. I just want to thank the people on this site for giving me hope. I know I sould a little dramatic, but I've never been so scared about anything, and honestly the thought of only seeing my son reach the age of four terrifies me. So thank you, I can now start dreaming about what my life will be like without the thoughts of losing everything in 2 years! :)