Seen most of these while doing a little bit of research via Google and Bing, not exactly sure what it is that you're wanting us to look at, other than stuff that has already been said, literally, everywhere.
The majority of today's media focuses on what's best for ratings, so if they run with something and they receive good ratings, they'll keep at it whether their information is faulty, or not. Some places will say that the rumors surrounding 2012 are true and others will say different, that the rumors are in fact false. Oddly enough, the ones who say that the rumors surrounding 2012 are true get the highest ratings, which honestly makes no sense to me, at all.
People say that they want proof that the rumors surrounding 2012 aren't true, but they go and watch numerous television programs that says that the rumors are true. It's contradicting and it's confusing.
Daily, people will believe that other people have accurately predicted the end of our species, or the end of our planet as a whole, but the fact is that no one has accurately predicted anything, even weather "predictions" are inaccurate (e.g.; our weather station said that it was going to rain today, but it's sunny and we have clear skies)
In all actuality, if one were to take the time to sift through the everyday drivel of predictions, one would find that there are well-over a thousand (yes, thousand) predictions that have not come true, when these predictions have failed to come true, people then point to surrounding occurrences such as earthquakes or man-made disasters as "signs" to these "predictions" when in fact, the natural and man-made occurrences are completely irrelevant to any prediction ever made.
What it is that confuses me so much about some of these people are the fact that they beg for relief, they want to know that 2012 isn't the end, but each and everyday they look for their fears and feed their fears rather than turning their back and proceeding to live their lives. Many of these people will actually go out of their way just to encounter that fear again, they will search websites, search news broadcasts, even look under rocks and once they find what they're looking for and it frightens them, then they go running back and beg, once again, for relief and the knowledge that 2012 isn't our doomsday.
It makes absolutely no sense.
Hopefully, though, Laura, your fears are some-what subsided, because no one should live in fear and what would really make me proud, even happy, is to know that you've overcome your fears and that you've decided to have a family and perhaps even one day that you have grand children.