Jennifer (guest) 24 Aug 2010 07:28
Let me start off by apologizing for my horrible spelling, grammer and what not. I was sucked into the 2012 B.S. about three years ago. I moved away from the small community I grew up in and started spending a lot of time at home watching tv. I have always loved educational tv. So, of course I watched History channel. I was pulled in so hard by this 2012 shows that I would take work off or even switch my schedule to watch shows I hadn't yet seen. After awhile I'm fear had consumed me. My boyfrield suggested I speak to a pastor or therapist. I called a close family member and with the words "those who believe will be saved" I realized I was being CRAZY! A few months passed and I began to forget about the 2012 stuff and ignored the history chanel. However, a few months later I found out I was pregnant and seemed to become so emotional. Everything was bothering me… I was concerned that the world might end and I would never see my beautiful child live past three. I kept asking myself why would God send me a child only to end everything shortly after his birth. The hardest part was the fact that everytime I got home from the doctors or work all that was on was this 2012 shows. For several years iv spent countless nights asking my husband questions about the end. My husband became so upset with my annoying questions. All I wanted was answers. I'm not saying that all my questions are answered by this site but it's a relief to hear the other side. I feel this is healing me in some sense. So thank you for putting more information out here! For those who are confussed and don't know what to believe I beleive that looking toward a spritual/ regious answer is step one( I'm not a bible thumper by any means) because you will be prepared for anything that you descided to believe. And second look in all direction, read the things you wanna believe and don't want to! Just inform yourself. Also I watched that stupid Apocalipic Island, that was horrible. The damn statue does look like a jaguar. It looks like a rock! Haha I can't believe how crazy things can be. Good luck in whatever you all believe. Also like to say thank you again for site and sorry for the message. It's a little crazy and long but I'm finally feeling less obssessed!:)
Jennifer (guest), 24 Aug 2010 07:28