Well, I've started taking Zoloft but I haven't ben to see anyone yet. I am hoping the meds will help. I almost fell like I am masking my fears. Beacus to me, they are real.
My mother once told me that if you can feel it, be it emotional or, physical, it's real.
But, just because your fears are real, doesn't mean that what you're fearing is real, does that make sense to anyone, but me?
Some days aren't so bad, but on other days, I look at my babies and feel such guilt for bringing them to potentially face this kind of thing in 2 years.
I completely understand the part about some days not being so bad and other days being terrible.
You shouldn't feel guilty for bringing your children into this world, granted, this world is far from perfect, but think of it this way, if it weren't for you, they wouldn't have gotten to see one of the most beautiful scenes, that scene being the sky and the stars. In my opinion, there's nothing more beautiful or, pure. There should be absolutely no guilt for giving your children that one-of-a-kind experience, and in two years, who knows, all of you may be having a cook-out and laughing about how silly all of this nonsense really is.
Why can't I be like so many of you who laugh about it?
Honestly.. I was one of the ones who were rolling on the floor, laughing hysterically when I first heard that people were taking this nonsense seriously, I don't regret laughing, but I do regret finding out later just how much it was truly affecting some people, especially the kids, teens and young adults and the seemingly increasing amount of mothers.
There is another special about it on the History Channel on the 27th.
I'll be sure to point and laugh at their theories that are full of holes.
This is ridiculous. I find my self looking up at the sky every night looking for something that could br Nibiru.
If you find it, let us know, because it's supposed to be pretty freakin' big.
Honestly, I think that you should try looking at the night's sky in a different light, look at the sky and appreciate it, and admire it for the beauty that it holds, not for an imaginary rogue planet.
I go onto Stellarium everynight and look. This has completely become an obsession. I have pictured what that day will be like, I'll be with my family waiting for Christmas and my girls will be laughing ang playing and then it'll be almost like the 2012 movie….it'll just all go crazy and then we'll be gone……Each day that passes I feel like we are one day closer to not being together anymore.
You must remember, 2012 was only a movie. Of course it was hyped up with dramatic effects and music and, well, let's face it, horrible physics..
My advice to you, is not to lose yourself in something that doesn't really exist.
Right now, you have to think about your children, not of them dying in 2012, but of them losing their mother because of something as ridiculous as a bunch of theories that are impossible.
Your children need, and want you, their mother. They don't need to see you in this state of mind, because in the end, that's only going to hurt them.
Jessica (guest) 26 Sep 2010 17:19
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