Well, I've started taking Zoloft but I haven't ben to see anyone yet. I am hoping the meds will help. I almost fell like I am masking my fears. Beacus to me, they are real. Some days aren't so bad, but on other days, I look at my babies and feel such guilt for bringing them to potentially face this kind of thing in 2 years. Why can't I be like so many of you who laugh about it? There is another special about it on the History Channel on the 27th. This is ridiculous. I find my self looking up at the sky every night looking for something that could br Nibiru. I go onto Stellarium everynight and look. This has completely become an obsession. I have pictured what that day will be like, I'll be with my family waiting for Christmas and my girls will be laughing ang playing and then it'll be almost like the 2012 movie….it'll just all go crazy and then we'll be gone……Each day that passes I feel like we are one day closer to not being together anymore.
Jessica i'm going to try to help you out. First off the History Channel special airing is yet another Nostradomis special which i guess they feel they need to at least air one of those a week as it seems that those specials seem to air once a week just avoid them and don't worry about them. As for the 2012 stuff Nibiru doesn't exsist or it would be here already causing hell for us.
Hi Jessica,
You asked
Why can't I be like so many of you who laugh about it?
Actually, I don't. To me, there's nothing funny about the 2012 claims, because they cause so much anguish and divert so much time, attention, and resource from real problems.
So, please don't worry about being unable to laugh about it. And please realize that your posts here are helping others, by letting them know what you've gone through, and leading them to advice like that which Mike Poulin just gave you.
Regarding Nibiru, have you read our page on it? ( http://www.2012hoax.org/nibiru )
"I was glad to be able to answer him promptly and with confidence. Without hesitation, I told him I didn't know." Mark Twain
Hello again, Jessica.
The drugs will take the edge off, but you still need to do the work to deal with the fears.
I'm concerned that you are still obsessing about this. That is part of the spiral… you need to distract yourself with other activities, get away from the whole 2012 thing, and even this website (Although if you are going to go anywhere on the net for 2012 news, I would prefer you come here).
There is some good advice here.
"Do you ever think about things you do think about?" - Henry Drummond to Matthew Harrison Brady in Inherit the Wind
Yeah Jessica i agree with Astrogeek the first step is trying to get your mind off of 2012 and maybe watch something that's not on the History Channel on TV like some funny show there's plenty out there.
Well, I've started taking Zoloft but I haven't ben to see anyone yet. I am hoping the meds will help. I almost fell like I am masking my fears. Beacus to me, they are real.
My mother once told me that if you can feel it, be it emotional or, physical, it's real.
But, just because your fears are real, doesn't mean that what you're fearing is real, does that make sense to anyone, but me?
Some days aren't so bad, but on other days, I look at my babies and feel such guilt for bringing them to potentially face this kind of thing in 2 years.
I completely understand the part about some days not being so bad and other days being terrible.
You shouldn't feel guilty for bringing your children into this world, granted, this world is far from perfect, but think of it this way, if it weren't for you, they wouldn't have gotten to see one of the most beautiful scenes, that scene being the sky and the stars. In my opinion, there's nothing more beautiful or, pure. There should be absolutely no guilt for giving your children that one-of-a-kind experience, and in two years, who knows, all of you may be having a cook-out and laughing about how silly all of this nonsense really is.
Why can't I be like so many of you who laugh about it?
Honestly.. I was one of the ones who were rolling on the floor, laughing hysterically when I first heard that people were taking this nonsense seriously, I don't regret laughing, but I do regret finding out later just how much it was truly affecting some people, especially the kids, teens and young adults and the seemingly increasing amount of mothers.
There is another special about it on the History Channel on the 27th.
I'll be sure to point and laugh at their theories that are full of holes.
This is ridiculous. I find my self looking up at the sky every night looking for something that could br Nibiru.
If you find it, let us know, because it's supposed to be pretty freakin' big.
Honestly, I think that you should try looking at the night's sky in a different light, look at the sky and appreciate it, and admire it for the beauty that it holds, not for an imaginary rogue planet.
I go onto Stellarium everynight and look. This has completely become an obsession. I have pictured what that day will be like, I'll be with my family waiting for Christmas and my girls will be laughing ang playing and then it'll be almost like the 2012 movie….it'll just all go crazy and then we'll be gone……Each day that passes I feel like we are one day closer to not being together anymore.
You must remember, 2012 was only a movie. Of course it was hyped up with dramatic effects and music and, well, let's face it, horrible physics..
My advice to you, is not to lose yourself in something that doesn't really exist.
Right now, you have to think about your children, not of them dying in 2012, but of them losing their mother because of something as ridiculous as a bunch of theories that are impossible.
Your children need, and want you, their mother. They don't need to see you in this state of mind, because in the end, that's only going to hurt them.
Wie Sie säen, so sollst du ernten.
Hey Jessica,
I too was very fearful like you are now. 2012 completely consumed me. In addition to getting help the way you have, I tried learning about all of the science behind the claims. Everything from the Maya, astronomy, geology, Egyptology, and so on. Right now, I'm reading an Anthony Aveni book(the top mayanist) and a geology book. It has helped show me just how silly some of these claims are.
If you need to talk, create a profile and send me a private message. I will exchange my info with you. I'm sure many others here will as well.
I hope I can help,
Jason
Eh? What's the Hysteria Channel promoting this time? I see nothing on it's schedule line-up involving 2012 tomorrow.
A quick check of my cable box Channel 116 which i'm not sure if you have Moo but on Channel 116 the History Channel will be showing Nostradomis Effect 2012 Extinction which they show these stupid specials at least once every week or two it must be a QUOTA that they have to meet.
I checked every channel of Hysteria I get, and I didn't see any of that. Guess I'm lucky and that crap is filtered out here?