It seems to me that you may be experiencing a form of Postpartum Depression.
Postpartum Depression usually occurs immediately after or, some time after a mother gives birth to a new child, the symptoms are depression, high anxiety, even paranoia, in some cases the mother wants to 'rid of the child', but in others the mother fears that something is going to happen to their child and this can last for weeks, months, possibly years after the initial birth.
The rumors that surround 2012, in spite of seeing and even understanding the facts for yourself, seem to be fueling this depression and anxiety that probably branches from a natural occurrence, most mothers become paranoid over illnesses, losing their baby at the store, the baby falling off from a high place, etc. whereas you seem to have attached your anxiety to 2012, rather than things that could actually harm your child.
To be quite honest, Jessica, I highly recommend that you seek help from a professional psychiatrist, you aren't loony, but you do need help with your anxiety. I wish that we could help more, but as you probably know, there is only so much that we can do to help ease your fears.
A psychiatrist may get a subscription for anxiety medicine, if you're already on depression or, anxiety medicine then they may change your medicine since it's obvious that your current medicine isn't working.
I wish that I could be of more help, but all that I can do for you, at this point, is just to give you the best advice that I know to give you.
Jessica (guest) 10 Oct 2010 12:32
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