(account deleted) 18 Nov 2010 16:33
I just wanted to apologize again for ranting on for over 500 posts. I totally understand that I cant just waltz back in and be nice to people and everyone completely forgets what I did. But just so you know, im trying to redeem myself. Something gives me the feeling that even though I have changed my ways, people here are still a little angry with me. Thats ok, im still going to try my best at making it right. I looked at the thread where I did all of that ranting and I can easily see how its going to take more than me just saying im back and changed my ways. Even though my motive wasn't to scare people, after reading some of these people's sensitive posts, I see that I may have caused a lot of damage. Also, I wasted a lot of people's time. I mean, I just out right lied about who I was and the information I had. I want everyone here to know that even though it seems like ive just completely forgotten what I did, I haven't. I have felt so bad about doing that. Truthfully, I cant see how I was allowed back in, but im very grateful to the people that did allow me back in. Its probably going to take double the amount of posts I posted, to even start to redeem myself.