Hello, this is my story on the 2012 fears that I used to have.
It all started a few years back, when I was still in middle school. A friend of mine told me "Did you know something bad is going to happen in 2012 that will most likely kill us all?" I brushed it off, but as the years went by, my fears started to grow. To tell you a little something about myself, I have a gigantic fear of dying. I cannot stand the thought of not being alive anymore, it drives me nuts!
Anyway, last year, me and one of my other friends were having lunch when he asked me "So do you think the world will end in 2012?" I immediatly told him no, but my fears suddenly exploded. When I got home that night, I currled up in the corner of my room and cried. I've seen history channel shows about the 2012 apocalypse, the 2012 movie, I hate them all. Recently I was browsing through the channels on my TV and came across a channel called GMC (I think) and they were showing a movie called 2012: Doomsday. I checked the discription about the channel itself, and it said it was an uplifting channel. What the hell is so uplifting about a movie on the 2012 doomsday?!
I'm glad I managed to find this site. I've read almost everything, including forum posts. It's helped me get my life back on track and overcome my fear. I still can't comprehend why people think the world is going to end in 2012, all the science is laid out in front of them. But oh no, every scientist and astronomer is a goverment debunker paid to keep secrets or some bull. Gah, makes my head hurt. These "prophets" could have been doctors, teachers, scientists, or something else important, but instead they do nothing but scare people with their garbage.
Well anyway, that's my (short) story. Thanks to everyone who has contributed to this site, and I will be enjoying 2013 (and every other year beyond that) when it comes.