Hello,
My name's Tom. I'm an adult, but have suffered from depression since i was a child, only up until about 2 years ago when the severity of the depression began to fade and i started to find life much easier. Since reading up on these 2012 theories, my depression has come back to haunt me.
Due to the severity of my condition, i have always had to deal with thoughts of suicide. Naturally my solution to my troubles is suicide, and it's got to the point where i'd rather die on my own terms than live through the end of days horror.
This site has given me some degree of comfort, so thank you for that. I'm not very clever though, so there's alot of things that i read that don't make sense to me, so i will make a few topics to try to find out and understand these things. Hopefully i won't just be regurgitating old topics.
Thank you for trying to put people at ease
Tom