John (guest) 22 Jul 2011 10:08
My name is john and this is my story. i love everything to deal with WW2. So i used to get satellite from the states (live in canada) and got the american version of the sorry excuse for a channel the "history" channel and i use the term "history" loosely. So after watching stuff on the history channel on ww2 one day guess what comes on next. Mayan doomsday 2012 or something like that. This intrigued and i unfortunately watched it. is ay unfortunately cuz of the chain of events it set off. i was 16 at the time so 6 years ago. Since then i WAS extremely terrified at the thought that i only had 6-7 years to live. I did searches on google on 2012, youtube vids NON STOP bombardment of doomsday shows night after friggin night on the history channel to the point where id go to bed shaking sometimes crying because i didnt wanna die. Im also an avid gamer and sometimes id think bout 2012 while playing and no matter how much fun i was having id shut the game off cuz i said whats the point. as i grew older the thought came in intervals. id go a couple of months forgetting about it then see a damn doomsday show on the history channel while flipping through other channels and thoughts would come back. Even a year ago was the i first time i found about planet x/2 suns rising etc. every morning id watch the sun rise and lo and beheld i saw only the brightness of the one sun. then i finally found this site couple months back i can now say all the 7 years of useless worrying is behind me. now i saw see vids on youtube and the hisotry channel and i just sit back an laugh at the cooks and notice just how ridiculous they sound