Hello everyone, at first sorry for my english, it's not my native, so hope you excuse my eventual mistakes;)
Everything started in January 2011, when news about birds falling from the sky in Arkansas spread across the world and caused many irrational theories. Here in Poland, where I live, internet was full of doom & gloom theories (as everywhere, I think), mosty about the magnetic pole shift. And for the first time I was really scared. Before this accident I was rather skeptical person, ignoring all there claims about the end of world, living my own peaceful life. I don't know what extacly happened to me, what in this story was so different from other claims (maybe lack of rational explanation), but I was so damn frightened I couldn't eat or sleep, just waking up with fear and searching answers on the web all day - and I didn't find the answers. Theory about fireworks didn't work for me, I don't know extacly why.
Well, January ended and these accidents didn't occur again, world was still on its place, but I was still frightened. I had to check out the news every hour, searching with fear for something apocalyptic. My family didn't understand my fears, what caused another problems - they couldn't understand why I am sitting at home all day, panicked and never smiling. Finally I told about it to my friend and she adviced me to go to the psychiatrist.
And so I began my journey through psychiatric treatment. First med's didn't help, so I found another psychiatrist - she diagnosed schizophrenia. I was broken, it was like death sentence to me - my uncle and his sister are schizophrenics and I know how full of fear and conspiracy theories is their life. And I still had my fears. Fortunately the doctor was wrong - meds for schizophrenia didn't help me anyhow and I changed psychiatrist once again. She diagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder (caused by fears!) and prescribed meds helped me finally. My fears slightly started to disappear.
Meanwhile, when I felt more self-confident, i started searching for any rational site on the web. And I found you and that was a miracle. What can I say - your site helped me a lot with my fears and doubts. I'm still not completely sane;) so when some fears are coming back, I'm just reading your articles and fears are gone for long. I feel much better now, even though I'm still taking my meds and i have light ornithophobia, which I never had before January. Well, I'm almost myself again. I'm not in the same place I was before all this hysteria on the web, but I feel really good now, without all these fears. And I'm going back to my college.
You have really rational answers for all our woo questions here:) Thank you so much for comforting me and all of us. Keep up the good work!






