Hi everyone it's me dandona I know it's been a very long time since I been here and I been doing so well even without a doctor help, and everything was so good so far , only thing is I feel really sad for those kids in the school shooting that I toke my kids between my hands and I couldn't stop crying I know what am saying is not right and no one can stop it when it's time for him to go but I was thinking seriously for homeschooling my kids I can't imagine how am I going to send them back to school not knowing what may happen to them , I might lose them just because a crazy person decided to do so, I know that this 2013 thing is this week which I wasn't really worried about but Monday I have to send my kids back to school and I really don't know what to do , do I go to the school office and ask them what kind security they have to protect the kids or not to send him or what please give me ideas am clueless , I thank God for having my kids and may all those innocent souls R.I.P :(
There are good reasons to home school, but do not make that decision based solely upon emotion.
As far as coping, it is tough, but you can't let the thoughtless actions of some evil little twat stop you from living. You have to live since you given this day which you were not promised.
Right now I have the lights dimmed, seeing the city lights reflect off of my window like a Bokeh, and I am playing some Future Sound of London at judicious power levels, so that the standup bass REALLY comes through, to take your mind off the latest tragedy.
The media have been falling all over themselves to get a "scoop," ANY scoop about Newtown. Within minutes after the massacre yesterday, those asshats are all but flat out advocating the repeal of the 2nd amendment, to which I say; "f#%& you!! How about we repeal YOU instead since all you do sensationalize violence!? And you people really wonder why this happens!?"
They should give it a rest, but they won't - America likes its tragedies to be BIG. "Jeez, that's awful. Good thing it didn't happen to us" is the mindset, and those bottom-feeding prostitutes with microphones just feed right in to it.
JUST LEAVE THE F#%&ING KIDS ALONE!!! LET THEM BE WITH THEIR FAMILIES AND HEAL!! This is going to take a long time for them to cope with.
What about the little tiny tragedies that happen every day in the big city? Like a 2 year old beaten to death by mommas crackhead BF? Where are those glorified street hookers with microphones then? "Oh, it happens every day. *Yaaaawwn*" Maybe you might read something about it buried somewhere on page 34 of the local paper.
My heart breaks as much for those tiny victims as it does for the Newtown kids. But those other tiny victims, they'll not get a huge outpouring of public sympathy, no little memorials, no teardrop from Obama's eye. No one gives a f#%&!
And wait for the lawyers to descend upon the fateful parents - if they haven't already. There will spring forth a whole NEW circus, with flashbacks to the old one.
Yeah, so ambient techno, and some brandy, put all that other s#&% clear out of mind for awhile.
Sorry for ranting, but this story has been upsetting me for a while. Time for another swig.
@Dondana
It was very sad and tragic that what happened in Connecticut.
~R.I.P Victims(they're little angels now)
I've been a member of this site for almost a year now. I came here freaking out scared out of my mind; but today I'm strong, open minded and hopeful for the future. 2012 wasn't the root of my doomsday fears, 9/11 was; I was only 15 years old and was questioning the meaning of life.
~Amanda(aka metalangel)~
I know It's really sad and it needs us to cooperate on how to end this kind if things of happening I really don't know what to do !
It is, it was my end of the world fears that was the hardest battle in my life. But guess what, I won that battle :). 2012 Hoax Dot Org is a life saving website.
Hi Dandona. I'm sorry to be so late in getting to your post. We've had thousands of post per day for much of the past week. That horrible tragedy in Newtown was just unbelievable. I know it will be really scary to send your kids back to school after that. Still, you need to think of the number of schools in the US versus the number of school shootings, and these being over a period of years. Without the numbers to calculate from, I can't give you the chance of such a thing ever happening at your kids' school, but it would be very very low. They have far more chance of dying in a home accident or an automobile accident than in a school shooting, and you can't keep them away from home or out of cars. Please don't worry. The chance is almost nil.
Merry Christmas to you and yours!






