It was 26th April 1997, I remember because it was the night my sister was born my other sister and my self were staying at my Nana's house well my mum and dad were at the hospital. I was 13 and I found an old Weekly World News of my Nana's. It contained a story about Nostradamus and 21/12/2012. From then the rot set in I did the maths to see how long I had left. For the next 3 years at school I just went through the motions became increasingly withdrawn gave up studying and failed everything. When I left school at 16 I did not go to collage as I did not see a point I could spend the time playing football and feeling sorry for myself. Due to pressure I had to get a job. I started working at Manchester airport. On a break one day I went into WH Smith picked up a book on Nostradamus again talking about 21/12/2012. Then From 2002 to 2008 I went into a deep depression spent my life sat in my room reading story after story on the internet only leaving my room to go to work I could only keep a job for 3-6 months as could not function.
In 2008 I meet a Beautiful girl who is now my wife but my mind was still set on the wall in front of me. I got married in August 2009 and shortly after finally had a massive breakdown. Thank fully I had the full support of my family and wife. I was put on assorts of drugs for depression and anxiety. The drugs helped yes but then I started collapsing and doing things I did not even know about like going walking in the middle of the night in just pyjama pants and a t-shirt no shoes soaks anything. I was diagnosed non epileptic episodes brought on by depression. I got treated in hospital and started to feel much better. I started to look at the whole thing rationally. In October of 2011 my little baby boy was born.
I was ok drug free and happy until a few months ago I read a story saying "only 100 days till the end of the world" then my mind kicked the whole thing off again a few days after I found this site and for the last few months this site and David Morrison have been my life lines.
As the 21st approaches I have to admit I feel a little tense find myself looking up at the sky a lot and on the 21st I know I will be a mess but I am now able to look forward to Christmas and beyond. This has been a part of me for more than half my life and now just cant wait for the 21st to pass so I can live my life.
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